live to die lyrics

(Ooh, ooh) The blood rushing to my head I'm hanging upside down While the noose is tied around my feet My hair's above the ground The blood that's dripping on my bed I'm choking while I drown And I'm more than just depressed But I'll never make a sound And the bottle's kinda empty Antidepressants can't help me I'd like to go now I wanna find my home now I need more than just a xanny Not suicidal, just not happy Surrounded in my own doubt When I die my ghost will be proud (Ooh, ooh) Gave the world to everyone And they all betray my trust, yeah A girl who's just looking for love But the crowd is filled with lust We're born in a shitty place Where people look for war So put the gun to my head 'Cause what the hell am I fighting for? And the bullets are tempting, yeah My heart is turning cold I'd like to go now I wanna find my home now I need more than just a xanny Not suicidal, just not happy Surrounded in my own doubt When I die my ghost will be proud (Ooh, ooh)