Disease lyrics

I'll take the blame So you dont have to feel ashamed I'll hide your pain So deep that you won't feel a thing [chorus] As I hold you I'm drowning too I'll hide my tears To help you through But inside I'm screaming for some healing I've never felt so empty And I'm telling you It's slowly killing me Bleeding for some meaning I need to know theres something more to living than this horrible disease I'll block it out, the screams that fill my mind with doubt Please quiet down, I need you to be calm, not shout [chorus] Calm wash it down, to help you take it easy To keep your heart form freezing Just for now Calm wash it down, to help you take it easy To keep your heart form freezing Just for now Screaming for some healing Never felt so empty And I'm telling you It's slowly killing me Bleeding for some meaning I need to know theres something more to living than this horrible disease