This Shit Ain't Love lyrics

She watches my every move, can't let me go Questions every laugh, every friend I know I try to smile, but she sees doubt in my eyes Every plan I make feels like a compromise The nights feel heavy when she's by my side Every word I speak turns into a fight I thought love was freedom, not heavy chains Trying to breathe in peace brings only pain I text her when the war is gone Moments of calm before the tension's on I only feel safe when she eases the grip When I'm worn out, this is who I am When I'm worn out, this is who I am, yeah I send her a note when I need some space Hoping she'll let go, slow down the chase I only feel happy when she trusts again When I'm worn out, this is who I am When I'm worn out, this is who I am, babe I remind her gently that love takes two Not just her rules or the things I do Sometimes I hide just to save my heart But she wants control, tearing us apart She questions my texts, checks all my calls Every little thing feels like prison walls I just want joy, without constant hurt But she twists affection and makes it unclear I text her when the war is gone Moments of calm before the tension's on I only feel safe when she eases the grip When I'm worn out, this is who I am When I'm worn out, this is who I am, yeah I send her a note when I need some space Hoping she'll let go, slow down the chase I only feel happy when she trusts again When I'm worn out, this is who I am When I'm worn out, this is who I am, babe