Balaclava lyrics

All my life I hid my face, damn Mirror say I'm fucked up Voices say I'm fucked up But if I mask it up, then I'll be safe enough Yeah, I'll be safe enough Yeah, I'll be safe enough I'll be safe enough Do you see me, do you know me? I'll be safe enough Yeah, I'll be safe enough Huh? I'll be safe enough Yeah, I'll be safe enough Do you see me, do you know me? I'll be safe enough Uh, and when I step out I recognize they starin' like I'm 'bout to act out They think the cover mean a villain when I black out But really I'm just tryna keep my panic packed down Schemin', let me tell you 'bout my mind state Anxiety be kickin' like a side break Every pretty face feel like a high stake She gorgeous like Katy Perry, yeah you know the vibe Tell my momma I'm strong but I'm fragile, Lord knows Crowds lookin' heavy, tell 'em all don't test me Readin' every whisper, swear the judgment stress me No confession booth for my reflection I'm a motherfuckin' introvert, armored for protection Tell the world I ain't no threat Boys and girls, I just sweat Drown inside my thoughts all day Won't you please just hear me say? Wouldn't you know I been hurt, been low before Yeah, when my pride hit the floor Lookin' at the glass like: Who am I though? Yeah, and they label me cold Wanna paint me dark in the street for show Yeah, I'm at the exit door My hands gettin' weak, heart about to blow But I keep that mask on Yeah, I keep that mask on Yeah, I keep that mask on I keep that mask on Do you see me, do you know me? I keep that mask on Yeah, I keep that mask on Huh? I keep that mask on Yeah, I keep that mask on Do you see me, do you know me? I keep that mask on What you see, is it fear or a scar? Black wool over my face, but I ain't who you thought Anything but a threat, I just play it off hard Motherfucker, I just hate who I are I can feel the evil, but it's mostly in my head though I don't talk about it, let it echo in the echo Thinkin': 'Bout my younger self, wish I would've said more Diggin' in my pocket, confidence on zero Everyday my logic fight the critic in the mirror In the presence of a crowd, I disappear, bruh I don't brag about it, be about it, silent sequel If I love you then you know it, even if I never tell you Petty thoughts, petty fears, that's all Step back, don't trip, don't fall I rap, I vent, that's therapy My rights, my wrongs, I write till I breathe Wouldn't you know I been hurt, been low before Yeah, when my pride hit the floor Lookin' at the glass like: Who am I though? Yeah, and they label me cold Wanna paint me dark in the street for show Yeah, I'm at the exit door My hands gettin' weak, heart about to blow But I keep that mask on Yeah, I keep that mask on Yeah, I keep that mask on I keep that mask on Do you see me, do you know me? I keep that mask on Yeah, I keep that mask on Huh? I keep that mask on Yeah, I keep that mask on Do you see me, do you know me? I keep that mask on I keep my head down low Cross my chest, don't let it show Lovin' me is difficult Too much doubt, too invisible I'm alright, just emotional Dark rooms in my ritual