If Only You Knew lyrics

I had a thought That maybe you'd feel the same way But I was wrong And if I say it out loud It might feel like heartbreak To someone who might notice I tried to hope I stayed by your side, mm You didn't know You never even noticed You smiled and looked away again Guess I should've known better I kept a hope That maybe you'd notice me differently But each morning I wake Alone with my thoughts We play, yet I'm left wanting more The place inside where I want to be If only I could open my chest You might see what's hidden Sometimes I dream of touching you Fingers tracing what I can't say While your mouth devours me in my thoughts I want you so fucking badly I tried to speak But my voice cracked in the air Some said I should move on Like it's simple to stop feeling It could've been a moment But it lingered like a shadow And it feels like the days stretch endlessly But I hide what I feel inside 'Cause everyone assumes I'm fine And I can't let them see I kept a hope That maybe you'd notice me differently But each morning I wake Alone with my thoughts We play, yet I'm left wanting more The place inside where I want to be If only I could open my chest You might see what's hidden Some nights I lie awake, wanting you Touching me in ways I can't confess I curse the distance between us Wishing you'd feel this too