Blessing Or Curse lyrics

So sorry For what I have in me Striving For what it takes for this In the limit to make a choice Can't see the possibilities (There is nothing!) Giving up, not always easy But sometimes's necessary (There's no way out!) I don't know where it will take me Just know where I want to get How many do I have to kill? Who do I have to know? What do I have to pay To make you see what I have to show? Is this the right time and place Or luck is all that matters (Is it worth it?) Fighting counter interests Just with my pride and talent (What will be left?) I don't know where it will take me Just know where I want to get How many do I have to kill? Who do I have to know? What do I have to pay To make you see what I have to show? So sorry It's what I have in me Striving It's what it takes for this How many do I have to kill? Who do I have to know? What do I have to pay To make you see what I have to show?