Invisible Scar lyrics

It left no mark on my face It left a mark on my mind He didn't use his fists He used the right words You're worthless You're nothing without me Distilled poison From the voice of the one who said He loved me so much Gaslighting They made me doubt what I saw They made me apologize For something I didn't do They rewrote my story With their dirty hands And I believed them Because love also has shackles Invisible scar No one sees it, but I know Invisible scar It's engraved inside me There's no band-aid For what words can destroy Invisible scar And the pain is real I left the relationship But he still lives inside me In the voice that belittles me When I least expected it In the doubt that paralyzes me Before every decision In the fear of being happy Because I've learned that betrayal hurts Psychological abuse Leaves no evidence on paper But leaves its mark on the nervous system On the neck On the ring That she no longer wears But her hand still feels the weight Hell is other people I know this in my bones You're crazy I'm not crazy You're overreacting I'm not overreacting I do this because I love you That's not love It's control I refuse To believe That I deserve this I'm not what you said I was I'm not the shadow You projected I'm not weak For having stayed I'm strong For having left The scar is real But so am I