Flesh and Condemnation lyrics

I wake up and the mirror reflects a stranger back at me Free they say but freedom is what fucked me up They threw me into this world with no manual, no direction Existence before essence but essence is humiliation I didn't choose to be born here I didn't choose this pain But they hold me accountable for every choice As if I were the master Of a fate that crushes me That uses me That makes me disappear Condemned to be free And freedom is hungry Flesh Condemnation Flesh and condemnation That's all they gave me Flesh and condemnation The others made me Free to starve to death Free to keep quiet Flesh and condemnation This won't erase me Hell isn't fire It's a line It's hunger It's despair It's the gaze that pierces me And turns me into a cockroach It's the bad faith of those above Pretending not to see The misery I carry That they themselves gave me Nausea isn't weakness It's clarity that corrodes Knowing that the system chews Spits out, and destroys I won't pretend anymore I won't back down I won't swallow this poison My wound is a flag Flesh Condemnation Flesh and condemnation That's all they've given me Flesh and condemnation The others made me this way Free to starve to death Free to keep quiet Flesh and condemnation This won't erase me Sartre said I make myself But they tear me apart That I'm free to choose Free to watch my son die? That hell is other people It's you It's everyone else That existence precedes everything So why do I exist silent? I am not discarded flesh I am not trash I am nothing I am not what you made me I am the rage That you created I am the rage That you created I am the rage And I won't keep quiet anymore