When And If 가사

I wrote her a letter yesterday Told her that I'm fine That I can't wait to come on back And make up for lost time The same life I promised her before I'm going to give her when I opened that door They say I'm here to fight their cause And that I could die trying I'd like to think their aim is true But I think that they're lying The same life I was living well before I'm taking back soon as I open that door Lord, will I live to see that day? Deliver me a sign ?Cause it is only a matter of time Before I lose my mind Yeah, I'm losing my mind The same life I was living well before I'm taking back soon as I open that door ?Cause every day I wake up to this war I load up my gun and I can't tell you what for I wrote her a letter yesterday Told her that I'm fine I may not see her ever again But I'm gonna die trying I'm gonna die trying I'm gonna die trying? die trying