Didn't Want To Say Goodbye 가사

In a room draped in blue I am thinking of you I am tired, I can't sleep And for you I will weep In a flash, you are gone Yet around me life is calm I cannot understand Is this part of the plan? I get cards with bouquets But they can't take your place I have dreams about us But I always wake up I can ask all I please I can beg down on my knees For a reason, for a sign But these answers I won't find And I will weep Can you hear me? Can't you tell me why? I'll go on without you And what's left for me to do But to stay where I am In my world of pretend And I won't know until I die If my faith was but a lie 'Til then you'll hear it in my cry I didn't want to say goodbye to you