Self Punishment 歌詞

Weight of guilt got me down Try to escape but don't know how It takes up all space now And I'm about to drown You don't understand I live with my mistakes, constant regret I can't forgive myself I live it all over again The fear in your eyes, the sadness in your eyes You will never forget it The pain in see you suffocating all it in your chest Sure one day you won't be able enough to care Enough to keep, enough to stay And I know apologies don't mean anything Why keep hurting you? Why always make the same mistakes? And why complain if I deserve so much worse