Goodbye 歌詞

I try to fit this mold around me I try to make sense of all this I try not to question, I try not to care But the more I avoid it the more it hits the door I spent my whole life trying to live normally I'm afraid, I feel alone, and I feel weak I push myself too hard pretending to find exits Find answers to what will never be If being alive means being in pain I want this to end The years pass and I feel no change I feel no difference I want this to end because I'm tired and I can not stand Can anyone save me? Does anyone hear me?