I’m Not Getting Excited 歌词

I'm not getting excited 'Cause the thrill isn't mine to invite in Just the chill when I learn That it's finally my turn I have finally earned My place in the urn And I take a fall But I keep my hands soft I keep my body limp And I move with the wind I'll go where it bends And the goal or the expectation I'm not getting excited 'Cause the line on my phone's got me hiding When it flashes at night It's the bringer of signs I can see through my eyelids I know that it's time And I hold it all But I keep my hands soft For the answer in asking My thoughts are a wreck And there's no point untangling The thought from the action I'm awake Why is it like the other side Where all my vital signs are fading away Violent dreams keep me awake I wear the same face in the morning A warning Not getting excited 'Cause my fight and my flight are divided And so I don't enthuse Keep my grip on joy loose And I wait for the news With my feet in my shoes And I lose it all With one foot out the door When I smile I lie With my eye to the side So I agree with goodbye I agree with goodbye Goodbye But why is it like the other side Where all my vital signs are fading away Violent dreams keep me awake I wear the same face in the morning A warning A warning