Try Real Hard 歌词

Why dont you try pulling apart my world? Break it away so neat Do what the disease could never accomplish Amputate my brain nice and neat Im just another fool lost in myself Afraid of whats in heaven I know whats in hell I lived there for years Ive got to live with myself I cant afford my dreams Ive got to live with myself Ive got to ignore these dreams And ill try real hard not to kill myself Ill try real hard not to kill myself Its growing in my head Like a little reminder Of something really obscene Something like what is in my nasty dreams To reach my goal i reach my deception Its a labor of love But the job isnt finished Ive got to shed some blood Ive got to live with myself I cant afford my dreams Ive got to live with myself Ive got to ignore these dreams And ill try real hard not to kill myself Ill try real hard not to kill myself