Grow Away From Me 歌词

I never thought that I'd be a father I hope my neurosis ain't a bother Some days it feels like I'm failing My therapist says that it's normal She made her diagnosis formal I can't connect like a normal person because of all my pain There's no road map that I can give to you Just hold on tight and know that I love you And the first six months, they flew by, the next two years did too Now I'm looking at old photos and it feels like I'm losing you No matter what I do you'll grow away from me No matter what I do you'll grow away No matter what I do you'll grow away from me I signed up for this tragedy I want to make sure you know you'll always be enough I want to make sure your hair is never tied in knots I want to walk you down any aisle anywhere I just want to live long enough, God, I'm scared I'm so unprepared It's so unfair God, I'm scared There's no road map that I can give to you Just hold on tight and know that I love you I gotta keep it together like a basement in the storm (I gotta keep it together) But I'm floating in the ether like a feather when the siren starts to roar (A husband has gotta be better, a father has gotta be weather) I will always be your shelter but the storm will someday come (I gotta keep it together, I gotta keep it together) But you can always find me in the way you choose to love (A husband has gotta be better, a father has gotta be weather) I gotta keep it I gotta keep it together There's no road map that I can give to you Just hold on tight and know that I love you You are, you are You are the light that leads me home You are, you are You are the light that leads me home