brutal 歌词

(I want it to be, like, messy) I'm so insecure I think That I'll die before I drink And I'm so caught up in the news Of who likes me, and who hates you And I'm so tired that I might Quit my job, start a new life And they'd all be so disappointed 'Cause who am I, if not exploited? And I'm so sick of seventeen Where's my fucking teenage dream? If someone tells me one more time Enjoy your youth, I'm gonna cry And I don't stick up for myself I'm anxious and nothing can help And I wish I'd done this before And I wish people liked me more All I did was try my best This the kinda thanks I get? Unrelentlessly upset (upset, oh) They say these are the golden years But I wish I could disappear Ego crush is so severe God, it's brutal out here I feel like no one wants me And I hate the way I'm perceived I only have two real friends And lately, I'm a nervous wreck 'Cause I love people I don't like And I hate every song I write And I'm not cool, and I'm not smart And I can't even parallel park All I did was try my best This the kinda thanks I get? Unrelentlessly upset (upset, oh) They say these are the golden years But I wish I could disappear Ego crush is so severe God, it's brutal out here (She's having a really good time) Got a broken ego, broken heart God, I don't even know where to start