On Hold 歌词

I am back here once again In the mist In the mist without sight I thought I fought my way back Now I'm afraid I'm afraid to lose hope Will I ever be the man In control In control of his world? Open wounds that will not heal Pull me back Pull me back inside And I I was always on the side Of conformities and pride Had no shelter from the rain And I I was always on the side So I kept my little lie To be safe from what may come To be alone inside of my thoughts A state that I tend to avoid But if I can't get to them I think no one can Moving forward nonetheless I'm afraid this is how I've become How can I sort it out When I don't even know what I'm looking for? If I only knew that at least I could deal with it I don't even have a plan On how to move forward from here And I I was always on the side Of conformities and pride Had no shelter from the rain I I was always on the side So I kept my little lie To be safe from what may come Oh, my life Is on hold In this moment There is nothing here but darkness My life is on hold It's on hold Until I've figured out this maze I hold my breath and count to ten Maybe then It will all go away Distractions, strategies may work But only Only for so long And I I was always on the side Of conformities and pride Had no shelter from the rain I I was always on the side So I kept my little lie To be safe from what may come Come And I I was always on the side Of conformities and pride Had no shelter from the rain My life Is on hold In this moment There is nothing here but darkness My life is on hold It's on hold Until I've figured out this maze My life Is on hold In this moment There is nothing here but darkness My life is on hold It's on hold It's on hold Until I've figured out this maze