Healing Now 歌词

I've been trying to sort stuff out But my mind is known for being too loud For so long I thought I had to fight these monsters on my own I let myself get in my own way But my pride is something that I had to face For so long I thought that maybe I was just better all alone Lord knows I've been trying to work on myself And I'm finally getting help Not everything is figured out But I've started healing now Lord knows I've been hurting for a really long time And there's still some pain inside Some days still bring dark clouds But I can say I've started healing now I thank God for his love and for the therapy I thank God there's pills for my anxiety For so long I thought I had to smile and just say that I'm ok Lord knows I've been trying to work on myself And I'm finally getting help Not everything is figured out But I've started healing now Lord knows I've been hurting for a really long time And there's still some pain inside Some days still bring dark clouds But I can say I've started healing now I never thought that I'd get to this place Felt like my demons just laughed in my face But now I believe circumstances can change Admitting I was weak Helped me find the help I need