Another Ode 歌词

I spent my days, Building up to now, And now it's here, I can't think how, I made it seem, So big to me, Love made my eyes, Too blind to see. It's about me now? Then tell me why... You have to ask: Will I live or die? And you can't tell, How I'll react, Or if my mind, Will stay intact. I'm not so sure, You even care, But after all; You put me there. And is it fair, That I get scarred, Everytime I, Drop my guard? Now times have changed, It's fantasy, That love has a place, In this century. And all I've learned, Throughout these years, Is you turn laughter, Into tears. And is it fair, That I get scarred, Everytime I, Drop my guard? I never take, The advice I should. I'm no so sure, I ever could Destroy the hope, That burns within, You'll open up, And let me in...