A bleak wail 歌词

My vision of the existance all blurred by a gray cloud a slave I am of my misery; a thrall of my funereal bounds Is this the end of my wandering? am I to depart these realms? please Lord, enlighten my spirit and make my wailing cease Mourning stays upon my lips from dawn to the very night depart from me, you lucky fools, I cannot stand your sight yet; myself I am only to blame casting surrounding friends away again teach me to enjoy my life physician almighty, hear my wail "The Lord has given, and the Lord has taken away exalted be the Lord's name" (Job 1:21) In the darkest chains of wretchedness life still continues on I walk onward day by day forth better tomorrow ahead and eternal life and glory waits for those who walk in faith at hard times he will carry me when my own efforts are in vain