The Last Thing 歌词

Trying to find a place to hide away Needless to say my life keeps all the same Bored and stupid and I am a shame Everything I do is worthless to say Finding out myself in here I am lost within my fear I can't keep this way of being All I try to do is for you Digging my grave cause I'm tired to live People around just don't know if I exist I have one thing that I can stick My love for is eternal and me keeps And if I do try to live Would I have a chance to get over this shit Would I have a chance to defeat This huge enemy I create in me