In Solitude 歌词

Frantic i scream in agony of not being Able to reach my goals wars inside My head I do my best, i give my all still i'm so far Away trying to keep my hope i stumble And i fall As i lay here, waiting for you beside me, To keep me calm My head held high, my outside unscathed No one to ask, no one to help i'm left Here all alone Battle rages all day long bitterness Seldom comes alone fury becoming my Strength and seems to be the only way To survive All pain that i've ever known i reap only What my past has sown no secrets Are kept from you as you witness my Attempts to ignore Frantic i scream in agony of not being Able to reach my goals wars inside My head I do my best, i give my all still i'm so far Away trying to keep my hope i stumble And i fall I ask for forgiveness but my screams Are unheard my claims misunderstood Ignorance has won As i lay here, waiting for you beside Me, to keep me calm i feel your spirit Comforting me and within me, I'm saved through grace