Insane 歌词

I'm so captivated I'm a captive in it my own reality and I can't believe it its so understandable but I can't grip this whats happening to the good man he's lost his mind ~throw the shots I bought too much lost myself in my dirty thoughts roll back fall on out nobody saw it coming, its here and now So dialated I'm fat and inflated memory joggled and i can't seem to control it I feel like I'm dying a cancerous tumor that just keeps growing inside me my life is losing the swagger and i may have to say that i'm done for the day