I Haven't کے بول

Silent night and i'm in it once more I haven't been for ages and it snows This need that's manifested in my life Makes me neglect it This is the last one How many times haven't i tried to pull that one I haven't cried in a long time I haven't I haven't I haven't I haven't Still night doing the best that i can To amplify what's been diminished Coat's on something to keep me warm Heaven knows i've gone out