Existential Concerns کے بول

Please will you stop it with the imitation It's starting to get annoying Don't you have anything else to do I'm just not interested in you It seems you have a sick obsession with me But to me you don't mean a thing Don't I deserve a peaceful life to live Without all of you bullying me I can't sleep anymore My anxiety is killing me the most I forget to eat and when I do I remember all the awful things I've been through There's just not a single moment I'm feeling fine I'm so anxious and I'm shaking all the time I'm constantly thinking of suicide I can't control my mind If I have to live this life,I just don't want to be alive I don't understand why you want To destroy someone's life When it's already messed up Why you need to make me sad Like I'm not feeling bad enough But even if I were happy I wouldn't deserve to be treated like that Please just stop,just make it stop I just want to scream and cry But I have to keep it quiet Cause they're having fun When I'm crying so much I want to sleep forever And never wake up Please help me to never wake up I don't understand why you want To destroy someone's life When it's already messed up Why you need to make me sad Like I'm not feeling bad enough But even if I were happy I wouldn't deserve to be treated like that Please just stop,just make it stop The bullying drives me crazy I can't tell if I was meant to be like that Or they made me No one knows who I am But everyone knows all my copycats No one has a heart They just laughing when I'm sad I'm chocking I can't breathe And they just staring at me I'm preparing something And no one can stop me Few years left I swear it's gonna end