Construction Of Self Hate کے بول

What am I to you at this point? Am I nothing? It feels that way Have you forgotten what we had? Please don't tell me you have moved on You make me mad Please listen, please! I don't want to do something bad You will always overtop me I will never surpass your skills What is wrong with me? Please tell me! I want to know why I'm jealous Please come back to me I miss you, I really do! I can manage without you But you are always on my mind I am caught in this internal fight with myself You mean well! I know you mean well! But I just can't stop this fight I hate myself. I do We are still friends, right? Please don't think I'm crazy, please! It's not like that, you know this It's because of my troubled past (I hate myself, I do) No! Come back! I did not mean to scare you away! Why am I this?! Why am I this?! I will falter in darkness (I hate myself, I do) Ah (I hate myself, I do) Ah