i thought about taking my life last night کے بول

Feeling so depressed, why am I a mess? Yeah, feel it in my head, how do I express it? Wanna tell my friends, wanna tell my best friend ​I thought about taking my life last night But don't let my mama find out Tell her she don't have a thing to worry about I don't need her wild with doubt I know she'll think I'm selfish, I'm not selfish, I'm just all by myself I'm not selfish I'm just tryin' to find Answers to my questions and peace of mind Takin' a breath 'cause I know that I have plenty of time To figure out why I'm even alive When I'm depressed it's 'cause I'm not understanding Why I exist, yeah I struggle with this Feeling so depressed, why am I a mess? Yeah, feel it in my head, how do I express it? Wanna tell my friends, wanna tell my best friend ​I thought about taking my life last night Feeling so depressed, why am I a mess? Yeah, feel it in my head, how do I express it? Wanna tell my friends, wanna tell my best friend ​I thought about taking my life last night I don't know what to do, yeah, I wanna tell you That I don't wanna lose my life just yet Feel like I have so much left, I am not done yet, I am not done yet I know if I try my best, if I try my best I will make it through this Takin' a breath 'cause I know that I have plenty of time To figure out why I'm even alive When I'm depressed it's 'cause I'm not understanding Why I exist, yeah I struggle with this Feeling so depressed, why am I a mess? Yeah, feel it in my head, how do I express it? Wanna tell my friends, wanna tell my best friend ​I thought about taking my life last night Feeling so depressed, why am I a mess? Yeah, feel it in my head, how do I express it? Wanna tell my friends, wanna tell my best friend ​I thought about taking my life last night