Letter To God کے بول

Dear God I'm writing this letter to you Cause I don't have a clue Can you help me Sitting here Simply trying to figure out What my life's all about Can you tell me I never wanted to be The person you see Won't you tell who me I am I always wanted to die But you kept me alive Please tell me who I am I lie awake Conducting this symphony That you have gifted to me But I don't have it yet Don't get mad cause I get weak inside And I start to fall apart Cause I feel nothing I never wanted to be Some kind of comic relief Please show me who I am I've been tortured and scorned Since the day that I was born But I don't know who I am And I thank you, man, for everything Sorry I'm so frightened about all of it Oh, I wish I could give you more But all the lights are shining down on me And I feel violated by it all I never wanted to be The person you see Thank you Oh, God, please tell me now Are you disappointed? Are you proud? Haven't I done everything? Everything I'm so sorry I'm so weak And I'll turn into a freak But I don't know anything Anything But I've lost all self esteem From burying everything And I feel nothing Nothing Oh, God, please tell me now Oh, God, please tell me now Cause I feel nothing Oh dear God I'm writing this letter to you I am coming unglued Please help me