If I Surrender کے بول

Lately I've been feeling so ashamed By these thoughts I'm hiding in my brain 'Cause I've been holding them down But they twist me violently I'm hanging by a thread tonight But this time I don't wanna be saved So, let me fall Let me break under everything unsaid Just let me die Because I can't take living With what's in my head If I surrender, surrender To the monsters in me If I surrender, surrender To the monsters in me Will it set me free? What's the point of holding on like this When no one seems to care if I exist There is no agony like being strong When no one knows you're sick So sick of hearing I should stay When I know I would never be missed So, let me fall Let me break under everything unsaid Just let me die Because I can't take living With what's in my head If I surrender, surrender To the monsters in me If I surrender, surrender To the monsters in me If you could see under my skin You'd realize why I hold it in Why it's a fight I don't wanna win Why it's a fight I don't wanna win If you could see all my abuse And spend a day inside my shoes You'd realize why I just wanna lose You'd realize why I just wanna lose Will anyone believe the hell of being me Before I decide to be the dying proof So, let me fall Let me break under everything unsaid Just let me die Because I can't take living With what's in my head If I surrender, surrender To the monsters in me If I surrender, surrender To the monsters in me Will it set me free?