How To Enjoy Life? کے بول

How to enjoy life? I see no answer I see only suicide I don't deserve anything I want to disappear So I don't see your lives again So I do not feel this pain God spits on me from the sky I laugh at myself with my life I am drowning in my suicidal thoughts No one can give me their hand to save my life My footsteps on earth mean nothing My life on earth is worth nothing I was meant to suffer And nothing can help me Only I can help myself But who said that I want to help myself? I don't wanna live I want to fucking die!