why am i like this کے بول

Do people like you ever feel this way? I treat my friends like therapists Most days, I feel like shit And I call them just to bitch They should get paid for this My parents' getting old And I rarely visit home I should get off my phone But I'm scared of being alone I get prioritized too much My girl and I broke up And I wasted all her love But I can't thank her enough I made this character I hate To be someone I ain't And I'd rather be someone else But there's no one else to blame I'm sorry I'm a piece of shit I know I'm selfish and I have to live with it Sometimes, I wish I don't exist Please tell me why, why, why am I like this? (Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh) So tell me why, why, why am I like this? Why the fuck am I like this? Why the fuck am I li– Why the fuck am I like this? And if I was gone Would you really miss me? I'm sorry I'm a piece of shit I know I'm selfish and I have to live with it Sometimes, I wish I don't exist Please tell me why, why, why am I like this? (Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh) So tell me why, why, why am I like this?