Я жива (ya zhiva) کے بول

zabyvayut sya litsa, zamolkayet shum zabyvayeshʹ mne snitʹsya, i ya ne pishu i ya kazhdoye utro ozhivayu kak budto svoyo novoye chudo opyatʹ derzhu znayeshʹ, eto tak glupo, kak pryzhok s parashyutom doveryatʹsya komu-to, no ya dyshu ya zhiva, ya zhiva khotʹ i ne zazhivayet tvoya nozhevaya no serdtse zhdyot ya zhiva, ya zhiva on menya zashivayet s nim ponimayeshʹ chto vsyo proydyot ya zhiva zatikhayut pozhary, ostayet·sya dym razbegayut sya pary, putaya sledy i ya kazhdoye slovo povtoryayu drugomu ya smogla, ya gotova opyatʹ za kray znayeshʹ, eto riskovo, no ya znayu simptomy ya pochti chto zdorova, a ty skuchay ya zhiva, ya zhiva khotʹ i ne zazhivayet tvoya nozhevaya no serdtse zhdyot ya zhiva, ya zhiva on menya zashivayet s nim ponimayeshʹ chto vsyo proydyot ya zhiva ya zhiva ya zhiva, ya zhiva khotʹ i ne zazhivayet tvoya nozhevaya no serdtse zhdyot ya zhiva, ya zhiva on menya zashivayet s nim ponimayeshʹ chto vsyo proydyot