I Long For Rest کے بول

This sickness never ends Constantly begging for air I suffocate under the weight I crave escape Aching lungs exposed my body festers full of toxins Filth is all I know Drained ‘till I'm bitter spent and strained These magnifications of pain Have cost me more than my dreams These aspirations decayed Leaving me insane I can no longer retain I can't take this anymore Agony’s always upon us Idle I deteriorate Snapping spines, cracking sternums This pressure crushing me Let the weight break me down if this is what I’m meant to be Pushing limitations of pain Through the psychical agony The signs behind I’ve never seen Where’d it go so fucking wrong? Reeking of cortisol I long for rest Begging to be washed clean Rid me of stress What has become of me? I long for rest Traumas so far from fading I can't fight this stress Damn this habitual disconnection I long for rest Taxing more than my soul and complexion I can't fight this Unending days enshrouded in torment I long for rest Heartstrings detuned and weary I cannot fight this