The Smile Of Suffering کے بول

The fog so thick before me It's the dawning of a dark day I'm alone in this transforming Inside i whisper but i don't have a say Embedded in this flesh The knife it twists But i don't feel the pain The smile of suffering across my face I could escape but i remain My emotions six feet under As i'm existing just outside my skin From where i cannot fight or struggle My grip it loosens and my hope grows thin I slip beneath the surface I cannot breath and i cannot scream A shard of hope that still pervades me Tells me this suffering is but a dream I am awake and i'm alive My reality i cannot deny Slowly accepting the pain within For it to end it must begin I descend into darkness I long for the comfort of love's embrace Long ago i knew it in a dream But then it vanished without a trace And now i'm left to shiver Here in the cold i'm all alone As i cling onto the last shred Of the life i used to call my own I descend into darkness