existential crisis in c major şarkı sözleri

Ahem Ok It's funny how time got quicker as I got bigger I can't tell you that it gets better and I'm not bitter, I am 'Cause I thought that I'd be Seventeen for eternity Well, that's on me I'm just a boy tryna play a man So Oh, oh, oh And I've been trying to Oh, oh, oh But I can't lie to you Oh, oh Because my cracks are shining through And all my days have slipped away with all my youth Every memory's one more thing I miss And I get high 'cause time flies by so quick But it just compounds the hurt When I come back down to earth And I'm so burnt out tryna keep my fire lit So Oh, oh, oh And I've been trying to Oh, oh, oh But I can't lie to you Oh, oh Because my cracks are shining through And all my days have slipped away with all my youth Some days I wonder, when I was younger Would I be proud of me now? Or am I a fossil in time? I wish I could try to be somebody else And I try, I try, I try But I'm running out of time Some days I wonder when I was younger Would I?