Self Defeating Prophecy şarkı sözleri

Endless voices Shattered thoughts that cloud my head Sleepless nights of agony Wretched and twitching in a pool of sweat Searching for the words to say Babble spills out of my mouth Starring into space I didnt hear what you said I wish I could explain whats wrong with me Why cant I think straight Im lost because I think to much About Misery of life No esteem from proding eyes My confidence mistakes Scarred to sleep or stay awake Lifetimes pass in a blink of an eye I am dumbfucked All my pride sucked I fight to gain control Of what the fututre holds But im fucking lost Because I think to much About misery Of life no esteem from proding eyes My confidence mistakes Scarred to sleep or stay awake Lifetimes pass in a blink of an eye I ambumbfucked All my pride sucked Nails dig into my head Tossing and turning in my bed Biting my lips Blood stained mouth Need something more to calm me down Will I end up dead Or can I digest it all this shit im fed Endured for so long I am suprised that ive made it this far In my lifetime I watch people waste their lives away It makes me sick To think I could end up like them But I wont