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I lost my lover I can not explain I lost my lover I can not escape it I pretended to talk to myself To feel more important to me Awake every night To see if someone at the door I lost my spirit I can not explain I lost my spirit I can not recover this I pretended not to want to talk To feel more important to me Awake in the middle of the night To write these words