Текст песни why me?

Clouds over sunlight Rain when the sky is blue Comfortable cold nights Safer inside of my room They think that they see me but they don't 7 billion people, but I'm alone Why me? Fighting with something I can't see Living feels more like surviving Heaven's so close, but I can't reach Why me? Tired when I wake up Exhausted until I'm dead Half empty red cup It all feels like play pretend They think that they see me but they don't 7 billion people, but I'm alone Why me? Fighting with something I can't see Living feels more like surviving Heaven's so close but I can't reach Why me? Why me? God fucked me up when he made me Living feels more like I'm dying Heaven's so close but I can't reach Why me?