Текст песни This Is Not

I tried to make myself Fit inside your world My time's been spent on being the right girl How far away I am from where I need to be I'm so tired of this useless fantasy oh oh This is not what I need to be oh oh This is not what you mean to me I'm not losing hope I'm not laying blame I know we both want love We both feel the same I'm moving forward to where I need to be My life is spinning in this mystery I tried to be so perfect