Текст песни After

I can't take anymore I can't breathe I'm sick of this goddamn darkness, Sick of sadness and tears I throw it all up every single day Together with last night's dinner I have lost myself completely I have convinced myself I am someone else For God's sake, I need to be real I need touch I need… people? I have to turn my life around… But… I will still be myself, won't I…?