Текст песни who f**king cares?

Nowadays, I don't really go outside I don't even like the way I look, let alone the way I feel behind And I should probably take my medication 'Cause it's been days but I've been busy getting high And my doctor said: You'll get sick again, you can't mix these meds with white lines And am I happy? Truth is, I don't really know what that means anymore All I know is that I'd like to be and someday I might get there In the meantime I'll cry to Radiohead hoping my ex still cares, but That's unlikely, he's probably having great sex With that girl I knew was an idiot, the one with the bleached blonde hair And I don't know if I'll ever forgive myself if I go ruin everything That I'd like to be and someday I might get there But in the meantime, who fucking cares? Nowadays, it's hard to feel alive When the only way I want to live is to try and slowly die And I should probably find a new explanation 'Cause it's been days and I'm runnin' out of lies My heart, it aches but as it starts to race I can feel a taste of what it's like To be happy When truth is, I don't really know what that means anymore But all I know is that I'd like to be and someday I might get there But in the meantime, I'll cry to Radiohead hoping my ex still cares, but That's unlikely, he's definitely having great sex With that girl I knew was an idiot the one, with the bleached blonde hair And I don't know if I'll ever forgive myself if I go ruin everything That I'd like to be and someday I might get there But in the meantime, who fucking cares? Who fucking cares? Who fucking cares? Who fucking cares? 'Cause it's definitely not me