Текст песни No Smiles On Christmas

I can't remember smiles on Christmas day And even if I smile it wasn't real anyway What I do recall is laying in the snow And wishing I didn't have to go home I know this isn't what you want to hear But I'm not looking forward to Christmas this year So I sleep on it, and dream on it And hope to find the reason on this day That I can breakaway And start over, but I'm not so sure That this one will be different than the last And I can leave all of those winters in the past I can always tell it's coming by the way The silence winds are growing colder everyday And I could hear the freezing hands of time Slowing down as people pass me by And I know this want to hear But I'm not looking forward to Christmas this year So I sleep on it, and dream on it And hope to find the reason on this day That I can breakaway And start over, but I'm not so sure That this one will be different than the last And I can leave all of those winters in the past So I sleep on it, and dream on it And hope to find the reason on this day That I can breakaway And start over, but I'm not so sure That this one will be different than the last And I can leave all of those winters in the past