Текст песни Apologize

I just want to die To not see all of this mess To not crawl through this waste And remember all of this past This relief that I keep To me it´s all that I could Saving all good memories It´s more, much more than I should <refrao> But tonight All the tables have turned up This time I will not apologize </refrao> Want to live Just to see all the beauty in your eyes Back again Don´t wanna to say goodbye All the signs Pointing up to this pouring man And without learning a bit of lesson I failed again