Текст песни forever

Sometimes, I think about how I will be like this forever And cry, because I feel like you deserve better The damage that I cause 'cause of my damage And I can't wrap my mind around how you manage To love me when we're at a disadvantage, and it's all my fault I go outside just to fake a smile I've been running for hours, and haven't hit a mile You've been patient with me while I try and reconcile With the voices in my head