Текст песни Depression

i become aware of you as you creep into my room and i know if i give in your embrace will be my tomb i want to fight i want to fail i want to dream that you're not here i want to punch you in the face i want to scream into your ear i cannot justify the way i feel is this phantom presence i sense real i worry about my attitude when i'm feeling down and low i think about israel, jacob, paul, moses and job i cannot justify the way i feel is this phantom presence i sense real