Текст песни Not Myself

I'm not really feeling like my self today (He-hey) Hated every job I've had What's wrong with me? (He-hey) Every day's the same Painfully mundane 'Cause I'm running from my feelings and my fear of sudden change Everytime I leave my room, I wanna die (He-hey) Even when I'm with my friends I'm alone inside (He-hey) 'Cause nothing really matters And I don't know what's sadder The fact I even try or that my hopes and dreams are shattered? I'm not really feeling like my self today Hey