Another lyrics

Another forever that's come to an end, and is it my fault? It echoes in my head every day My friend tries to help me, but she's hurting too I feel so lost, so alone I haven't seen a smile on my face so long I stop and wonder: Does the who replaced me feel this way too? I was insecure, I know Anxiety drowns me every night, it's like a river and I don't know how to swim Can you be my lifesaver? I don't think so And I still smell your scent I wish I was stronger, but I fallen to the ground There's no such thing as my own beauty I want to fit in the standard I don't have my own strength Disappointment is a poisoned banquet, and I'm indulging But I'm not hungry, yet I'm eating my feelings Guilt catches up with me and makes me feel even worse I haven't seen a smile on my face in ages I wonder: Does she who replaced me feel this way too? I wish I was as pretty as her Anxiety drowns me every night And I keep diving I wish I was stronger, but I feel fallen to the ground There's no such thing as my own beauty I want to fit in the standard It's hard not to hide I don't want to feel alone anymore But does she complete you? I thought we were perfect together But everything turned to smoke Still, I keep swimming in the void