Arrhythmia (I Hope You Stay) lyrics

So long, solo I'm tryna reach out to you because I'm giving myself arrhythmia Dead lights, cold blood I'm getting me close to giving up I don't know if I trust my gut My heart is competing, losing the color in my face My feet are both running, I go so far to stay in place I'm leading, retreating, my internal debate I think I thought I needed to escape What if I pack my bags and left myself here What if the music never sounds the same When I close my eyes I'm screaming For a sign of something close to me to say I hope you stay Settle down, grow up Life becomes transactional Everyone calls it rational My heart is competing, losing the color in my face My feet are both running, I go so far to stay in place I'm leading, retreating, my internal debate I think I thought I needed to escape What if I pack my bags and left myself here What if the music never sounds the same When I close my eyes I'm screaming For a sign of something close to me to say I hope you stay What if I pack my bags and left myself here What if the music never sounds the same When I close my eyes I'm screaming For a sign of something close to me to say I hope you stay