Bedroom Window lyrics

As I look out my bedroom window I see the chaos that's calling me So the wind blows wherever it will go It's all too much for me All of this emptiness I've been sharing It never comes when I want it to I can be anything I've forgiven Me and you, me and you All this time that I've spent just wanting to know Now that I've seen it all I want is to go As I look out of my bedroom window Is it all real or just fantasy? I have lost touch with what makes me human I have lost touch with reality It's all too much for me, all too much for me