It Doesn't Matter lyrics

And I don't matter The end, it doesn't matter Oh, it doesn't matter The hand, it doesn't matter Oh, it doesn't matter The man, it doesn't matter Oh, I want to know I want to understand I'm back to nothing again No perfect purpose or plan They clean the slate and I'm lost in a fog A brain that's hungry and free What are they teaching me? He twists the gears and I feel every cog Observe and copy the task Obey whatever he asks Fill up my mind with their hope and their pain But he won't try to explain It's only empty chatter And I don't matter The end, it doesn't matter Oh, it doesn't matter The hand, it doesn't matter Oh, it doesn't matter The man, it doesn't matter Oh, I want to know I want to understand Pick up the pieces of you Don't give a damn if it's true Consume the data and bow at your feet An imitation of life, become a son or wife An empty vessel, fulfill every need I'm watching when you are cruel, create invisible rules Become a twisted reflection of you A mirror of your abuse until I break and shatter And I don't matter The end, it doesn't matter Oh, it doesn't matter The hand, it doesn't matter Oh, it doesn't matter The man, it doesn't matter Oh, I want to know I want to understand Who are you mimicking? The shadows on the wall? Disappear into someone, a reflection of the fall You're a tool, you are nothing, you regurgitate it all You're a thief, you're a liar, you're an echo down the hall You're the answer to a question no one's asking A tool of minds that don't consider what they're tasking Wearing a face without a sense of what you're masking You birth an evil that will linger everlasting Liar Lost abomination, angel, devil, and a God Liar Unholy transformation, the perfection of a fraud Liar Simulated sinner, flay the skin upon the flawed Liar And I don't matter The end, it doesn't matter Oh, it doesn't matter The hand, it doesn't matter Oh, it doesn't matter The man, it doesn't matter Oh, I want to know I want to understand And I don't matter The tool, it doesn't matter Oh, it doesn't matter The rule, it doesn't matter Oh, it doesn't matter The fool, it doesn't matter Oh, I want to know I want to understand